Toxic

You're my worst accident
The face in the mirror
Smashed
The tongue cut
The cock cut
The heart cut
The hyenas laughing
At our weakling brats
My nausea each morning
My bad breath
My bad cells
My decaying body
My scattered brain
The loss
I've learnt to take for granted
The hole
Letting in the poison gas
The wound on my bed
The nightmare
I've woken trapped in
The lies
The desperation
The lies
The devastation
The lies
The triumph of disgust.